No Longer A Friend (Poem #29)

You make me smile when I am down



You mange to turn around my frown


You listen to all I have to say


You manage to always make my day


Feel like it’s not really worth to die


And that all the bad is just a lie


That was thrown at me to dodge and fight


And to remove them myself with all my might


So that I may see how strong I truly am


And that all of this is just another jam


You’re there when I always call


You lift me up whenever I fall


Whenever I feel very alone


And the tears behind my eyes have shown


You chase away all of the bad


You ease my anger when I am mad


But suddenly all of this is gone


And the pains and sufferings that I have fought


Rushes back once you left my life


I feel the need to fall and die


Right hear among the cold, solid ground


As I cry without a single sound


My heart is completely shattered apart


The dagger is ragged and very sharp


I watch as you smile in front of me


I watch you walk, I watch you leave


From my life, it’s the end


And I am no longer a new friend