Those In Need (Poem #37)

Can you hear all of the cries



From all the people who want to die


Can you smell the stench of death


It’s very cold and very wet


Can you sense these people’s pain


All of the their suffering and their shame


Can you see these people’s tears


They show nothing but their fears


Can you taste these people’s will


The happy life they want to fill


You can’t compare to this ache


It’s not something you can fake


They suffer through all of the sorrow


They have to endure until tomorrow


For they are never out of hope


Even with the agony, they have to cope


So hold out your hand and offer aid


Before the faith completely fades


And when you do, you will feel pleased


Because you helped those in need

Goodbye (Poem #36)

Let it out when you need to cry



I understand when you have to lie


To try your best to live it through


I will always believe in you


I know it’s painful to say goodbye


It’s really hard, but you must try


I know it’s tearing you apart


It’s completely breaking your heart


But just remember to always smile


And try to make it all worthwhile


Brighten up for it’s a new day


All the hurt will slowly fade


Into the past, so don’t regret


You don’t really have to forget


Whatever happens, please just know


That I see your pain when it doesn’t show


That smile that is upon your face


Is nothing more than a waste


Learn from the past and live in the present


Prepare for the future, don’t be hesitant


Before you know, time will fly


From the time you said goodbye

Addiction (Poem #32)

It’s pulling me in



This powerful force coming from you


I can’t control myself


I want more


You pull me towards your solid body


As you look down into my eyes


Once your lips touch mines


I cannot pull away


I am yours


You control me with just a single kiss


The urge is great


Like Facebook


Texting


Drugs


You are my drug


That I can’t get enough of


I don’t care what others think


Or how unhealthy you are for me


All I know is that


When I can’t have you


It’s complete agony


I cannot think


I cannot see


I cannot live


You have the key to the locks upon my heart


You are the love of my life


I have to have you


You are my addiction

Song From My Heart (Poem #31)

I come home



Full of stress and doubt


I walk into my room


And there she sits


My piano


It’s pulling me towards her


I sit down upon her bench


And place my hand upon her keys


Suddenly the room fills up with her lovely voice


She sings to the notes that I play


It’s soothing


It’s comforting


It’s relaxing


It relieves me from my pain


I think about everything


All of the good and bad


All of the drama and troubles


As the song ends


I try to make it last


Before I have to return to reality


The sound gives me a feeling


That maybe this cruel world


Isn’t so cruel


That maybe somewhere in this lifetime


There is the true meaning of happiness


Everything is quiet again


While I recall the


One thing that eases my pain


And brings back my smile


That one special song


The song from my heart

From My Own Lips (Poem #30)

My eyes sparkle in the light

Just as bright as the lovely stars
That dwells within the lonely night
I watch them sparkle from afar


The tears running down my face
Are full of fear and pain
What had happened that day
Is making me suffer in vain


I walk underneath the white, serene moon
While I listen to the world around
I know that this pain will go away soon
And slowly I have found


That I can’t chase away the fact
That I hurt someone I used to love
The sense of reasoning was what I lacked
Hurting someone was the last I thought of


Yet here I am alone again
On this magical night for everyone else
I had lost all of my fame
But I just want to lose the feeling that I felt


But everything has a consequence
Whether it’s good or bad
And life will continue to commence
And you will learn how to be sad


For everyone that is close to you
That you can cause pain upon
All of this may be brand new
But life will always continue on

So to the stars so high above
I’d like to make a single wish
For all the people in which I love
I say sorry to you from my own lips

No Longer A Friend (Poem #29)

You make me smile when I am down



You mange to turn around my frown


You listen to all I have to say


You manage to always make my day


Feel like it’s not really worth to die


And that all the bad is just a lie


That was thrown at me to dodge and fight


And to remove them myself with all my might


So that I may see how strong I truly am


And that all of this is just another jam


You’re there when I always call


You lift me up whenever I fall


Whenever I feel very alone


And the tears behind my eyes have shown


You chase away all of the bad


You ease my anger when I am mad


But suddenly all of this is gone


And the pains and sufferings that I have fought


Rushes back once you left my life


I feel the need to fall and die


Right hear among the cold, solid ground


As I cry without a single sound


My heart is completely shattered apart


The dagger is ragged and very sharp


I watch as you smile in front of me


I watch you walk, I watch you leave


From my life, it’s the end


And I am no longer a new friend

Broken Friendship (Poem #28)

Do you remember?



About us?


It wasn’t too long ago


We were great friends


Laughing and talking


We seemed close


Even if we were friends


For only a short time


You were close to


The friend I really want


But because of that one day


Everything’s gone


One small negative problem


And you’re gone


You ignore me


I try to cope with the pain


That you’re no longer in need


Of me or my friendship


You disappear


You think of her


And only her


I’m not important to you anymore


But I guess


I never was


But even though it seems like it


Should feel like some sort of rejection


I can only think that


How we were before everything


Is just a lost and


Broken friendship

C-R-U-S-H (Poem #27)

Can’t wait to see you every day



Ready to see you in my dreams


Under pressure when you’re around


Sorrows wash away so quickly


Hard to watch you with someone else

(Poem #25)

Dear Readers,
Thank you for opening this poem. I don't have a particular name for this poem, but I still liked it. My friend, Rico, and I got into a little arguement and I felt kind of bad about it and mad at the same time. I wrote this to tell him I was sorry for everything.

^__^

Amy

Here we come, there we go again

We’re just both good, new friends
There’s a whole lot of trust
Just between the two of us
It’s almost as if we’re BFFs
We talk until no more time is left
Until tomorrow, we say goodbye
Upon my bed is where I lie
To think of you and what I’ll say
When we talk the next day
I seem to like you, but I don’t know
How I feel towards you even though
I enjoy the times that we chat
And how you always make me laugh
I don’t like how there’s someone else
You have feelings for, like how I felt
About you within the only week
In which to each other, we did speak
I guess I must learn to let it go
That yes is yes and no is no
I feel so stupid to ever think
That there might be some kind of link
So I just really want to say
To you right now, if I may
I feel so unintelligent
There wasn’t any time we spent
To become friends and talk and chat
I feel just like a little brat
Who thinks she’s smart even though
At everything, I’m really slow
I will end this poem with just this
Is to be friends for now, that is my wish

In God, I really do believe

Dear Readers,
Thank you for opening this poem. This poem is one that was written by my precious friend. He lost his mother in a wreck and he expresses his feelings through poems like this. I really loved this poem. You can almost feel the pain in his heart.

^__^

Amy

I think about you all the time,

And everyday it hurts to cry.
So much has happened in my life,
I'm not sure how hard to try.

Tears are falling constantly,
My heart hurts everyday.
I think about your beautiful smile,
That I pray I see again someday.

The sweet smell of your perfume,
Has slowly faded away.
But all your helpful teachings,
Are always here to stay.

I can't express how much you taught me,
So much I can't explain.
All the times I can remember,
Never once heard you complain.

So many hearts were broken,
The day God called you home.
It seems as though each one of us,
Were left to survive alone.

I know there was a reason,
That you had to leave.
To keep us in your watchful eyes,
So now in God I really do believe

I Still Try

Dear Readers,
Thank you for opening this poem. I would like to first say that I didn't write this poem. My friend wrote it. It's much better than mines, at least I personally believe so. I hope you like it! But all credit goes to my friend, Nico.
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Amy

Every day I think of you.

For a brief moment

a smile crosses my face.

My memories bring me happiness

but are soon replaced by sadness.

After all, you are gone.

You are gone.

So the happiness is gone.

Oh how I miss my best friend.

my mother

I wish so much you were here.

You loved me no matter what.

I mattered to someone.

I belonged to someone.

Do I now?

No.

I cry.

So I ask, are you still around?

Are you in the air I breath?

Are you proud of me?

Reach out

can you feel me?

Look

can you see my tears?

Listen

do you hear my fears?

My thoughts, my prayers?

I wish you were here.

Please stay near.

I'll ask for a sign

but get no reply.

I don't know why I try,

but I still try.

Just For You (Poem #24)

Dear Readers,
Thank you for opening this poem. I personally wrote this poem for a dear close friend of mines. He lost his mother in a car wreck and he's completely devastated by the blow. I wouldn't say it makes sense, but it made him happy. I was glad of that, so I decided to post it on here. Enjoy!

^__^

Amy

I don’t like her

In fact, I hate her
I want you back
Please, come back
Come back and hold me
Hug me, kiss me
I want it to be like before
When we used to smile
And laugh over little things
We were happy before
Why did you have to leave?
Where are you?
What’s happening?
Why am I like this?
Are you disappointed in me?
I’m sorry
I don’t hate her
She’s just not you
She’s trying to replace you
Come back
She’s not you
I want you back
I’m crying
Can you see it?
I can’t help it
Maybe…I want to like her
Just maybe, but
Dad’s acting so different
Does he still love you?
Can you tell?
Are you sad of his decision?
I have so many questions
Please come back
Answer my questions
Tell me…somehow
I want to know
It’s ripping me apart
Can I imagine what you would say?
“You must struggle on, honey. I may not seem to be there, but I will always be within your hearts. So wipe your tears away, my lil buddy, and smile. Smile brightly, so I may see it all the way in heaven. You have suffered through a lot. I’m sorry I had to leave. God needed me for a reason I still don’t know, but it happened for a reason. You must be strong, my son. I promise you that you will see me again one day, but until then, smile.”
Is this what you want to say?
If it is, then I will smile
Just for you…

Another Goodbye (Poem #12)

It's painful

It's hard

It's heartbreaking

Just to say

Goodbye

But just know

That around the corner

Is another hello

From someone

Soon to be

Important in your life

The past is the past

You live in the present

And you must prepare

For the distant future

You'll meet new people

You'll lose some more

It's just part of life

It's funny, really

We tell ourselves this

Every single day from that one goodbye

But it still hurts

That's just because

It's hard

To lose someone

To know you'll never see them again

But then again, it's just

Another goodbye

Please...Hear What I'm Not Saying

Dear Readers,
I did not write this. I found it in the book, 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens, at school. I really liked it, but I do not take credit for this at all.

^__^

Amy

   Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the mask I wear. For I wear a mask, I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that is second nature with me, but don't be fooled.
   ...I give the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me within as well as without; that confidence is my name and coolness is my game; that the waters are calm and that I'm in command and I need no one. But don't believe it; please don't.
   I idly chatter with you in the suave tones of surface talk. I tell you everything that is really nothing, nothing of what's crying within me. So when I'm going through my routine, don't be fooled by what I'm saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying; what I'd like to be able to say; what, for survival, I need to say but I can't say. I dislike the hiding. Honestly, I do. I dislike the superficial phony games I'm playing.
   I'd really like to be genuine, spontaneous, and me; but you have to help me. You have to help me by holding out your hand, even when that's the last thing I seem to want or need. Each time you are kind and gentle and encouraging, each time you try to understand because you really care, my heart begins to grow wings. Very small wings. Very feeble wings. But wings. With your sensitivity and sympathy and your power of understanding, I can make it. You can breathe life into me. It will not be easy for you. A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls, but love is stronger than strong walls, and therein lies my hope. Please try to beat down those walls with firm hands, but with gentle hands, for a child is very sensitive, and I am a child.
   Who am I, you may wonder. For every man, for every woman, every child...every human you meet.

Lonely Tears (Poem #9)

When I'm afraid,

I want to be bold

I don't want everyone

To know that I'm afraid

When I'm sad,

I want to smile

I want everyone

To know that nothing can hurt me

When I'm disappointed,

I want to not care

I want to show the world

That I'm not bothered by it

When I'm hurt,

I want to be strong

I want everyone

To know that nothing can bring me down

When I'm lonely,

I want to be independent

I want everyone

To know that I need no one by my side
When you see me,

This is what you think

But it's an act

It's all an act

I want to cry

I want to tell the whole world

How I feel and what I want

But I can't

I just can't

I won't let myself

I can't let myself

I'll just be another disappointment

Because I have so many things

That can bring tears to my eyes

But it's just me

No one understands that

So I cry again

But these tears cannot be seen

In broad daylight

No

These tears can only be seen

When no one can see me

No one can hear me

No one will know

These tears are not to be seen

Because these tears

Are lonely tears...

Smile; To Keep From Crying (Poem #8)

There are people in your life who care

Who feel your pain

Who are always there for you

Do you want to hurt these people?

They hate to see you cry

To see you sad or disappointed
You must be strong for them
Because sometimes in life,
You have to smile to keep from crying

The Pain of Losing You (Poem #7)

It hurts

This pain

This horrible, horrible pain

Is tearing me apart

One by one

Every piece of me is disappearing

Yet

The memories of you drift through my mind

As the tears slowly fall from my face

I can't figure it out

Why I'm hurting so much

As I watch you walk away

Walk away from my arms

Away from my life

From me

I never saw you after that day

Your smile

Your voice

Your kind touch

It's all gone

And I'm stuck here with this pain

What is it?

Why am I hurting so much?

Then, it hit me

After so long

After all that suffering

I finally know

That the pain from the past was

The pain of losing you