I Want You To Be Mine (Poem #38)

You’re unique and laidback



You’re neither skinny nor really fat


Your thoughts are weird yet really funny


And you’re always very cunning


Every time that we chat


You always seem to make me laugh


With what you do and what you say


You always seem to make my day


Feel much better when I was sad


Or scared or worried or even mad


You talk to me and then you listen


You don’t judge me because I’m Asian


My thoughts are always about you


All guys are dirt but there are few


Who have feelings and who truly care


But that chance is really rare


You are that guy I really want


Even if everyone taunts


Me for my choice for you


But I know my feelings are true


You are understanding and kind


I want you to be mine

Those In Need (Poem #37)

Can you hear all of the cries



From all the people who want to die


Can you smell the stench of death


It’s very cold and very wet


Can you sense these people’s pain


All of the their suffering and their shame


Can you see these people’s tears


They show nothing but their fears


Can you taste these people’s will


The happy life they want to fill


You can’t compare to this ache


It’s not something you can fake


They suffer through all of the sorrow


They have to endure until tomorrow


For they are never out of hope


Even with the agony, they have to cope


So hold out your hand and offer aid


Before the faith completely fades


And when you do, you will feel pleased


Because you helped those in need

Goodbye (Poem #36)

Let it out when you need to cry



I understand when you have to lie


To try your best to live it through


I will always believe in you


I know it’s painful to say goodbye


It’s really hard, but you must try


I know it’s tearing you apart


It’s completely breaking your heart


But just remember to always smile


And try to make it all worthwhile


Brighten up for it’s a new day


All the hurt will slowly fade


Into the past, so don’t regret


You don’t really have to forget


Whatever happens, please just know


That I see your pain when it doesn’t show


That smile that is upon your face


Is nothing more than a waste


Learn from the past and live in the present


Prepare for the future, don’t be hesitant


Before you know, time will fly


From the time you said goodbye

When I Was Young (Poem #35)

When I was young, I used to think
That this world had some kind of link
To a different world beyond
All of the seas and lakes and pond

When I was young, I wanted to know
How the rivers tend to flow
And where it ended at the end
Once it goes through all the bends


When I was young, I didn’t believe
Everything that I had seen
With my eyes due to the awe
And why everything would always fall


When I was young, I really liked
To climb and jump and swim and hike
Through the forest and pretend
That all the happiness never ends


When I was young, I never knew
The difference between old and new
I always thought life never dies
That no one ever has to cry

When I was young, I believed
That I had to have strength within me
In order to survive this horrid world
Whether you’re a boy or girl


When I was young, I had known
Not everything is how it’s shown
That there are good things, there are bad
And regretful things are in the past


When I was young, what I wanted the most
Was to sail the ocean from coast to coast
And meet new people and see new places
To live my life without the traces


Of tears or pain or sadness or fear
But I know now that I’m just a mere
Mortal in this small, cruel life
I knew that I didn’t really like


When I think back to my young age
Those were the only special days
When I would smile and be happy
While I dreamed up my fantasy


But I know now that that’s the past
I treasure the moments as they last
But those days are through and done
Those special days when I was young

Crush At The Mall (Poem #34)

I’m at the mall with all my friends
We laugh and giggle as we have fun
I glance from left and then to right
Until I knew my search was done


You walk in with all of your buddies
Casually making your way through
The crowd of girls who stand
In the middle between me and you


You turn your gaze towards my direction
And smile and walk towards me
I try to look away to hide
The smile that shows my glee


You walk closer to my table
As my friends slowly disperse
You give me a shy salutation
Before we slowly converse


I’ve noticed that you
Didn’t really look away much
Your smile is shy, but very kind
I blush whenever we touch


We exchange our numbers
Just for each other to call
I brag to all of my friends
About my cute crush at the mall

Dawn (Poem #33)

I wait each night for you



Your beauty and warmth


My day is perfect


With just a glimpse of you


When the clouds cover you up


I wish to God that the wind may blow


So that you may shine and spread


Your warm rays for me


And everyone who wishes for you


Each early morning I see you


I smile with the excitement you give me


So that I may continue my day


I watch you rise above the horizon


Of the mountains or seas


The lakes, or the trees


I watch you rise


You shine upon me


And then you leave for the rest of the day


I continue my day with the strength


In which you offered to me


Thank you, Dawn

Addiction (Poem #32)

It’s pulling me in



This powerful force coming from you


I can’t control myself


I want more


You pull me towards your solid body


As you look down into my eyes


Once your lips touch mines


I cannot pull away


I am yours


You control me with just a single kiss


The urge is great


Like Facebook


Texting


Drugs


You are my drug


That I can’t get enough of


I don’t care what others think


Or how unhealthy you are for me


All I know is that


When I can’t have you


It’s complete agony


I cannot think


I cannot see


I cannot live


You have the key to the locks upon my heart


You are the love of my life


I have to have you


You are my addiction

Song From My Heart (Poem #31)

I come home



Full of stress and doubt


I walk into my room


And there she sits


My piano


It’s pulling me towards her


I sit down upon her bench


And place my hand upon her keys


Suddenly the room fills up with her lovely voice


She sings to the notes that I play


It’s soothing


It’s comforting


It’s relaxing


It relieves me from my pain


I think about everything


All of the good and bad


All of the drama and troubles


As the song ends


I try to make it last


Before I have to return to reality


The sound gives me a feeling


That maybe this cruel world


Isn’t so cruel


That maybe somewhere in this lifetime


There is the true meaning of happiness


Everything is quiet again


While I recall the


One thing that eases my pain


And brings back my smile


That one special song


The song from my heart

From My Own Lips (Poem #30)

My eyes sparkle in the light

Just as bright as the lovely stars
That dwells within the lonely night
I watch them sparkle from afar


The tears running down my face
Are full of fear and pain
What had happened that day
Is making me suffer in vain


I walk underneath the white, serene moon
While I listen to the world around
I know that this pain will go away soon
And slowly I have found


That I can’t chase away the fact
That I hurt someone I used to love
The sense of reasoning was what I lacked
Hurting someone was the last I thought of


Yet here I am alone again
On this magical night for everyone else
I had lost all of my fame
But I just want to lose the feeling that I felt


But everything has a consequence
Whether it’s good or bad
And life will continue to commence
And you will learn how to be sad


For everyone that is close to you
That you can cause pain upon
All of this may be brand new
But life will always continue on

So to the stars so high above
I’d like to make a single wish
For all the people in which I love
I say sorry to you from my own lips

No Longer A Friend (Poem #29)

You make me smile when I am down



You mange to turn around my frown


You listen to all I have to say


You manage to always make my day


Feel like it’s not really worth to die


And that all the bad is just a lie


That was thrown at me to dodge and fight


And to remove them myself with all my might


So that I may see how strong I truly am


And that all of this is just another jam


You’re there when I always call


You lift me up whenever I fall


Whenever I feel very alone


And the tears behind my eyes have shown


You chase away all of the bad


You ease my anger when I am mad


But suddenly all of this is gone


And the pains and sufferings that I have fought


Rushes back once you left my life


I feel the need to fall and die


Right hear among the cold, solid ground


As I cry without a single sound


My heart is completely shattered apart


The dagger is ragged and very sharp


I watch as you smile in front of me


I watch you walk, I watch you leave


From my life, it’s the end


And I am no longer a new friend

Broken Friendship (Poem #28)

Do you remember?



About us?


It wasn’t too long ago


We were great friends


Laughing and talking


We seemed close


Even if we were friends


For only a short time


You were close to


The friend I really want


But because of that one day


Everything’s gone


One small negative problem


And you’re gone


You ignore me


I try to cope with the pain


That you’re no longer in need


Of me or my friendship


You disappear


You think of her


And only her


I’m not important to you anymore


But I guess


I never was


But even though it seems like it


Should feel like some sort of rejection


I can only think that


How we were before everything


Is just a lost and


Broken friendship

C-R-U-S-H (Poem #27)

Can’t wait to see you every day



Ready to see you in my dreams


Under pressure when you’re around


Sorrows wash away so quickly


Hard to watch you with someone else

Another Crush (Poem #26)

Here you come and there you go



Your beautiful smile


Your laugh


This feeling within my heart


Envies all the ones who


Can laugh with you at your side


Every night, I await the moment


In which I can see you


I can’t stand it


It’s killing me just to see you smile


To hear your laugh


To hear your voice


Suddenly, I find out that


You found someone else


My heart explodes from disappointment


Just knowing that


Someone else gets to hold your hand


Kiss your lips


Make you smile


As I wait in the shadows of darkness


For the moment when someone rescues me


Until then, you’re just


Another crush