(Poem #25)

Dear Readers,
Thank you for opening this poem. I don't have a particular name for this poem, but I still liked it. My friend, Rico, and I got into a little arguement and I felt kind of bad about it and mad at the same time. I wrote this to tell him I was sorry for everything.

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Amy

Here we come, there we go again

We’re just both good, new friends
There’s a whole lot of trust
Just between the two of us
It’s almost as if we’re BFFs
We talk until no more time is left
Until tomorrow, we say goodbye
Upon my bed is where I lie
To think of you and what I’ll say
When we talk the next day
I seem to like you, but I don’t know
How I feel towards you even though
I enjoy the times that we chat
And how you always make me laugh
I don’t like how there’s someone else
You have feelings for, like how I felt
About you within the only week
In which to each other, we did speak
I guess I must learn to let it go
That yes is yes and no is no
I feel so stupid to ever think
That there might be some kind of link
So I just really want to say
To you right now, if I may
I feel so unintelligent
There wasn’t any time we spent
To become friends and talk and chat
I feel just like a little brat
Who thinks she’s smart even though
At everything, I’m really slow
I will end this poem with just this
Is to be friends for now, that is my wish

In God, I really do believe

Dear Readers,
Thank you for opening this poem. This poem is one that was written by my precious friend. He lost his mother in a wreck and he expresses his feelings through poems like this. I really loved this poem. You can almost feel the pain in his heart.

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Amy

I think about you all the time,

And everyday it hurts to cry.
So much has happened in my life,
I'm not sure how hard to try.

Tears are falling constantly,
My heart hurts everyday.
I think about your beautiful smile,
That I pray I see again someday.

The sweet smell of your perfume,
Has slowly faded away.
But all your helpful teachings,
Are always here to stay.

I can't express how much you taught me,
So much I can't explain.
All the times I can remember,
Never once heard you complain.

So many hearts were broken,
The day God called you home.
It seems as though each one of us,
Were left to survive alone.

I know there was a reason,
That you had to leave.
To keep us in your watchful eyes,
So now in God I really do believe

I Still Try

Dear Readers,
Thank you for opening this poem. I would like to first say that I didn't write this poem. My friend wrote it. It's much better than mines, at least I personally believe so. I hope you like it! But all credit goes to my friend, Nico.
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Amy

Every day I think of you.

For a brief moment

a smile crosses my face.

My memories bring me happiness

but are soon replaced by sadness.

After all, you are gone.

You are gone.

So the happiness is gone.

Oh how I miss my best friend.

my mother

I wish so much you were here.

You loved me no matter what.

I mattered to someone.

I belonged to someone.

Do I now?

No.

I cry.

So I ask, are you still around?

Are you in the air I breath?

Are you proud of me?

Reach out

can you feel me?

Look

can you see my tears?

Listen

do you hear my fears?

My thoughts, my prayers?

I wish you were here.

Please stay near.

I'll ask for a sign

but get no reply.

I don't know why I try,

but I still try.

Just For You (Poem #24)

Dear Readers,
Thank you for opening this poem. I personally wrote this poem for a dear close friend of mines. He lost his mother in a car wreck and he's completely devastated by the blow. I wouldn't say it makes sense, but it made him happy. I was glad of that, so I decided to post it on here. Enjoy!

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Amy

I don’t like her

In fact, I hate her
I want you back
Please, come back
Come back and hold me
Hug me, kiss me
I want it to be like before
When we used to smile
And laugh over little things
We were happy before
Why did you have to leave?
Where are you?
What’s happening?
Why am I like this?
Are you disappointed in me?
I’m sorry
I don’t hate her
She’s just not you
She’s trying to replace you
Come back
She’s not you
I want you back
I’m crying
Can you see it?
I can’t help it
Maybe…I want to like her
Just maybe, but
Dad’s acting so different
Does he still love you?
Can you tell?
Are you sad of his decision?
I have so many questions
Please come back
Answer my questions
Tell me…somehow
I want to know
It’s ripping me apart
Can I imagine what you would say?
“You must struggle on, honey. I may not seem to be there, but I will always be within your hearts. So wipe your tears away, my lil buddy, and smile. Smile brightly, so I may see it all the way in heaven. You have suffered through a lot. I’m sorry I had to leave. God needed me for a reason I still don’t know, but it happened for a reason. You must be strong, my son. I promise you that you will see me again one day, but until then, smile.”
Is this what you want to say?
If it is, then I will smile
Just for you…

Happy Father's Day (Poem #23)

Today is a very special day

For all of the fathers

In this world

It was a great idea

To creat a day like this

Because fathers are just as

Important as mothers

They're always supporting

And working to raise their family

They suffer through all the hardships

For the happiness of his child or children

And so, your child would like to say

Thank you, I love you, and Happy Father's Day

Happy Mother's Day (Poem #22)

I'm really glad that

This world created

A day for every mother

Who brought life to

A special child

Or maybe, even children

Without mothers,

This world might as well

Fall apart under our feet

Because without moms,

Who will care for you when you're young?

Who will clothe you?

Who will kiss you goodnight?

Who will put a bandage on your booboo?

So that special child

That you brought into this life

Wants to tell you

That she (or he) loves you

Very, very much

And on this day

She (or he) wants to say

Happy Mother's Day

Boyfriend (Poem #21)

Breathtaking

Overwhelming

Yours

Faithful

Reliable

Indulging

Entertaining

Noteworthy
Distinct

Girlfriend (Poem #20)

Gentle


Irresistible


Respectful


Loving


Friendly


Relaxed


Impeccable


Enjoyable


Neutral


Dependable

Father (Poem #19)

Forgives and forgets

All of your regrets

Tender towards you

Helps regain what you lose

Encounters the shame

Realizes your pain

Mother (Poem #18)

Moments which you hold in your heart

Oncoming pain, she tears apart

Trying to be there when you ask

Hardships, she helps you pass

Every odyssey life puts you through

Remember, mothers are there for you

Friendship (Poem #17)

Friends are true friends if they have

Rescued you from all of the bad

Intentions in which you have crossed

Entering your life when you were loss

Never making you shed a tear
Destroying all in which you fear
Selfless when you need to cry
Hindering you when you want to die
Isolate you from all who oppose
Perfect in your life in which you chose

Tears in the Moonlight (Poem #16)

My soul withers away at night
When there is but one source of light
Coming from the dark skies above
As beautiful as a single, lovely white dove
My heart is broken in a million pieces
The reason for me to live ceases...to exist
Because of this frightening pain

My heart is what you have slain

I run from you and your words

As the tears within my eyes disperse

The moon is full and bright

While the tears show nothing but fright

The fear of losing you is great
I thought meeting you had been fate

Yet here I am upon the ground

Sniffling and gasping, crying without a sound
No one is around to see me cry
Daggers to my heart, I shall die
These tears are but meant for no one's sight
As I shed the tears in the moonlight

Clouds (Poem #15)

I look up into the sky and watch you drift one by one

I feel a light breeze as you travel faster than I can run

You never suffer over sorrows or pain

You are unbothered by the weakness and shame

I sit and watch as you go with the flow

Where ever and whenever the wind may blow

You give off such a lightening mood

I've noticed that you are never annoying or rude

Your troubles are always blown away

As you appear during night or day

Oh how I wish my life was like

As peaceful as you are among the skies

Your voice is always soft, not too loud

What I love to watch the most is...the clouds

I Believe In You (Poem #14)

I sit and watch you
You're struggling
You're falling
You're frowning
You've come to a point
Where you want to give up
But please
Don't
Don't give up
When you've come so far
Just think about
Why you held on for so long
Why you kept going
You just don't know?
You don't care?
No
That's not true
You don't know
Because you're confused
Don't worry
Don't give up hope
Because you must have
A reason for holding on
Just know that
I believe in you

Little by Little, You Can Make It (Poem #13)

You've lost someone important to you
You're heartbroken
You're alone
You're friends despise you
You have no one
But these things...
They're just your imagination
What you need is a strong heart
You've lost someone, but
Would they want you to be sad because of them?
Would they want to see you cry?
You're heartbroken, but
Did you really fall for the right person?
Were they worth it?
You're alone, but
You're completely surrounded
Just open your eyes
You're friends despise you, but
Are you sure they're not feeling the same way you do?
Or are they really your true friends?
You have no one, but
That's never true
There's one person who will always care
Maybe the things you're stressing about
They're not worth it
Maybe you're falling for the wrong person
If they were the right one, they would've never hurt you
Maybe you're choosing the wrong friends
True friends come into your life, and they never leave
Just sit
Relax
Close your eyes
Think of a happy place
Somewhere in your dreams
Because little by little,
You can make it

Another Goodbye (Poem #12)

It's painful

It's hard

It's heartbreaking

Just to say

Goodbye

But just know

That around the corner

Is another hello

From someone

Soon to be

Important in your life

The past is the past

You live in the present

And you must prepare

For the distant future

You'll meet new people

You'll lose some more

It's just part of life

It's funny, really

We tell ourselves this

Every single day from that one goodbye

But it still hurts

That's just because

It's hard

To lose someone

To know you'll never see them again

But then again, it's just

Another goodbye

Thank You, Dad (Poem #11)

Dad,

You've shown me the right

And the wrong ways of life

You've worked hard

To give me a life

You never had

When I am hurt,

You are there for me to lean on

You're always forgiving me

Even when I disappoint you

You give me chances

That I don't deserve

You continue to show me

How much you love me

But I never got the chance

To show how much

I love you

I was immature and selfish

And young

It's different now

I've changed

So I just want to say right now

Thank you, Dad

Thank you, Mom (Poem #10)

Mom,
You've always been there for me
You brought me into this magnificent world
You've given me life
Every time I need help
You're always there for me
You guided me through life
You protected me
From all the harmful things
This world has to offer
I'm sorry for everything I did
To make you disappointed in me
You've been there with me
Ever since birth
Every birthday, you manage to get me something
Yet, I never got a chance
To show you how much
I really love you
I was young then
I'm older now
So I want to take this moment
Just to say
Thank you, Mom

Please...Hear What I'm Not Saying

Dear Readers,
I did not write this. I found it in the book, 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens, at school. I really liked it, but I do not take credit for this at all.

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Amy

   Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the mask I wear. For I wear a mask, I wear a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that is second nature with me, but don't be fooled.
   ...I give the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me within as well as without; that confidence is my name and coolness is my game; that the waters are calm and that I'm in command and I need no one. But don't believe it; please don't.
   I idly chatter with you in the suave tones of surface talk. I tell you everything that is really nothing, nothing of what's crying within me. So when I'm going through my routine, don't be fooled by what I'm saying. Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying; what I'd like to be able to say; what, for survival, I need to say but I can't say. I dislike the hiding. Honestly, I do. I dislike the superficial phony games I'm playing.
   I'd really like to be genuine, spontaneous, and me; but you have to help me. You have to help me by holding out your hand, even when that's the last thing I seem to want or need. Each time you are kind and gentle and encouraging, each time you try to understand because you really care, my heart begins to grow wings. Very small wings. Very feeble wings. But wings. With your sensitivity and sympathy and your power of understanding, I can make it. You can breathe life into me. It will not be easy for you. A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls, but love is stronger than strong walls, and therein lies my hope. Please try to beat down those walls with firm hands, but with gentle hands, for a child is very sensitive, and I am a child.
   Who am I, you may wonder. For every man, for every woman, every child...every human you meet.

Lonely Tears (Poem #9)

When I'm afraid,

I want to be bold

I don't want everyone

To know that I'm afraid

When I'm sad,

I want to smile

I want everyone

To know that nothing can hurt me

When I'm disappointed,

I want to not care

I want to show the world

That I'm not bothered by it

When I'm hurt,

I want to be strong

I want everyone

To know that nothing can bring me down

When I'm lonely,

I want to be independent

I want everyone

To know that I need no one by my side
When you see me,

This is what you think

But it's an act

It's all an act

I want to cry

I want to tell the whole world

How I feel and what I want

But I can't

I just can't

I won't let myself

I can't let myself

I'll just be another disappointment

Because I have so many things

That can bring tears to my eyes

But it's just me

No one understands that

So I cry again

But these tears cannot be seen

In broad daylight

No

These tears can only be seen

When no one can see me

No one can hear me

No one will know

These tears are not to be seen

Because these tears

Are lonely tears...

Smile; To Keep From Crying (Poem #8)

There are people in your life who care

Who feel your pain

Who are always there for you

Do you want to hurt these people?

They hate to see you cry

To see you sad or disappointed
You must be strong for them
Because sometimes in life,
You have to smile to keep from crying

The Pain of Losing You (Poem #7)

It hurts

This pain

This horrible, horrible pain

Is tearing me apart

One by one

Every piece of me is disappearing

Yet

The memories of you drift through my mind

As the tears slowly fall from my face

I can't figure it out

Why I'm hurting so much

As I watch you walk away

Walk away from my arms

Away from my life

From me

I never saw you after that day

Your smile

Your voice

Your kind touch

It's all gone

And I'm stuck here with this pain

What is it?

Why am I hurting so much?

Then, it hit me

After so long

After all that suffering

I finally know

That the pain from the past was

The pain of losing you

Wedding Proposal (Poem #6)

Once upon a starry night

When the moon is nice and bright

The smell of roses drift around

There isn't even a single sound

As we remember the day we met

Running around when the grounds are wet

A smile shining upon your face

Making mischief without a trace

And here we are once again

A dozen moments, two plus ten

I wear the dress you really like

And the moment feels just right

I gap as you get down on one knee

You look into my eyes, and then you plea

With words I never thought I'd hear

You end the phrase with, "My dear"

Tears start to fall from my eyes

As I stare into the skies

I see the both of us together

In horrible and in perfect weather

You hold my hands and kiss my lips

And hold and steady me when I trip

I cry and try to smile, yet

You say, "Marry me, you are my Juliet"

The Pain When You're Alone (Poem #5)

Dear Readers,

Thank you for opening this poem. I hope you will enjoy it! This poem is going to be about loneliness. I don't really know much about true loneliness, but this is how I have felt it.

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Amy

It's a throbbing pain to painful to successfully endure

It's hateful, despising, and there aren't too many cures

It makes your life feel empty, depressing, insecure

You don't have many friends, in face, you are not sure

The smile upon your face has completely disappeared

Instead, the look upon your face shows nothing but fear

You're as quiet as a mouse and you're very, very shy

The pain is overwhelming. It makes you want to cry

You've heard about this feeling, or you've been into this zone

This feeling rushing through your soul is the pain when you're alone